aqua cross

by NVM

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will you ever notice me? after four long years of concealed embarrassment we share the same school teachers some friends the nerves in my stomach I cant explain but make painful to ask you this question that refers to the poster I had read near the water fountain and it said a perfect night in heaven with a companion that you can pick April eleventh will come quick so don't hesitate to purchase tickets your best bets to get lost kid you just don't deserve a dance with that girls skin its what all of her closest girlfriends mentioned well shit it would serve as a surprise that look in her eyes during that lunchtime with the way they were directed on mine this just doesn't feel right her whole tables laughing I figured maybe she just might know then she stands up real slow its the start of my comatose as she walks up close and when she says a perfect night in heaven all of my girlfriends say that you meant to ask in my presence you never did so tell me boy have you purchased tickets? you play me just like an angler when your light it promises me in and i've been pulling all my teeth and skin my patience is hanging off your acceptance to go exactly where you are I need to learn exactly where you've been I purchased those tickets all on my lonesome its the way that its been for four long years now to go exactly where you are I need to learn exactly where you've been I purchased those tickets all on my lonesome its the way that its been until she said yes
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corsage 04:25
getting ready in the mirror with your corsage Ill pick you up in thirty minutes in my mothers car would she kiss me? or would she touch me? say something say anything at all please say something because this function it means nothing when no words come out her lips yeah try to explain the way I feel keeping constant to refill from my mistakes and promises I never kept i'm trying to fucking be a better person in the gym he's tip toeing tip toeing all when he holds her breath until her body it doesn't surface and all will seem to be a teenage accident up in the pool you look so cold up in the pool it looks cold but in the water you are beautiful hate to see you die only way to claim you as mine time after time
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mortal coil 04:59
its funny how you just did not move to salt lake city when you had said that you had wanted to you were so upset about it then but they had your funeral arranged in June oh no thats when they held mine too i've been bad i've been so bad now i'm fucking spinning out I don't regret that I did that I don't regret that at all and with the words from that book she brought she was torn its what I thought up in my head to be together from the very beginning and now what had seemed fitting has left her body floating in water all naked i'm crying if i knew what i had just read back then i know things would be so much different now i've been bad i've been so bad now i'm fucking spinning out I don't regret that I did that I don't regret that at all oh my fucking god the water was your calvary her aqua cross has leaned upon my back and it whispers in my ears to die and join her it lingers in my head it sounds a lot like this i've been bad i've been so bad now i'm fucking spinning out I don't regret that I did that I don't regret that at all Ill take this weight I feel deep in this chest sink into dark blue the deepest fucking part I don't regret that I did that pages and pages and pages here comes the coward killer bearing an aqua cross forever stuck in the mortal fucking coil
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run 04:23
in the corners of my head I always have been in the current state I left you in ill put this smile to frown with that in mind ill be with you soon well I just don't think i'm ready I only wanted a kiss I think I know i'm ready to drown so drag me down I wrote you out of her story used to dream of her lips now will never come true know she loved every moment and the air she had breathed when she was dancing with you where'd my chance go to have you by me? all this guilt that i've felt has left me to run I want her back Ill tell you what I want back I want you so fucking bad
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warmth 07:59
I should have never answered my phone when she said that she was gunna call you were my greatest ever mistake you were my greatest fucking mistake and i'll take a drive up by the school and take a swim up in that pool in which I drowned you I wont be fine on my own how can I love myself when every bit of my smile depended on you? convince myself its not true I was the one to steal your warmth Ill tie this rope up to this neck and to a heavy fucking block

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released February 3, 2018

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