1. |
"Happy"
03:03
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Can we please open a conversation Ill soon forget
from dealing with abandonment with myself
tending to not make much sense
tell every single one of my friends
at least i'm fucking trying
is this the end of what my life looks like?
I don't want to know Im so scared of being a ghost
where you cant hold nobodies hand
and you make sure they see you smiling when
you get that one moment of inviting
been getting sick of touching
myself every night to the same wrong bitches
and getting pissed off at the wind
for making me pull at my shirt
i'm insecure and hate myself
so in love with the concept where theres no one
at least i'm fucking trying
is this the end of what my life looks like
i don't want to know i'm so scared of being a ghost
where you cant hold nobodies hand
and you make sure they see you smiling when
you get that one moment of inviting
quote i am happy unquote please fucking kill me
forget you forget you forget you forget me too
i'm so scared of being this ghost
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2. |
Pumpkin
04:57
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Does this look like a halloween costume to you?
Don't seem so fucking scared.
You seem so fucking scared.
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3. |
Death Bed
04:52
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All I ask is for things to get better
Im going to die one day
and just need anything to show
for all the friends that i've made
for all the family that i have left
that never pushed me away
in a filled up room
on my death bed
every one that love
all meant something
And if god and his plan
has a place for us all
I don't think well meet again
I just don't need to be saved
Im just a man in a four wall room
Im just a man in a four wall room
Im just a man in a four wall room
In a filled up room
on my death bed
every one that i love
all meant something
Existential crisis at 19
what the fuck does this mean?
what the fuck does this mean?
nothing ever matters
after every bodies gone
nothing fucking matters
nothing ever matters
in a filled up room
on my death bed
every one that i love
all meant nothing
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4. |
Comedy Routine
04:13
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Ill narrate this with my tongue
for physical interaction just would seem so desperate
and i'm not seeking that kind of attention
you know the concept would be too dangerous
its best i cope with these natural intentions
this whole anxiety suicidal depression
this is my impression
of how I hate myself
I HATE MYSELF
Im fucking done
im so fucking sick
of this fucking place
I never was worth it to anyone that loved me
or anyone that claimed to have loved me
to be far away from you
Ill close my eyes and have eternal sleep
I know this is a comedy routine
but this is me this is me
I HATE MYSELF
forgive your son
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5. |
Whirl
05:00
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In the whirl again
I wont return again
Broken I
Understand your
clueless what to do about this now
to prove all of your worth
accept oblivion
a favor no one asked for when your'e gone
your'e my sabbath
both eyes all inverted
i'm in the whirl again
I wont return again
you were perverted now i'm fucked
due to a young age molestation
told me to keep my mouth shut and i did
with the passing years i'm just as broken
as i know you are disgusting
a favor no one asked for when your'e gone
your'e my sabbath
both eyes all inverted
i'm in the whirl again
i wont return again
would i forgive you now?
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